I can't feel love, happiness, excitement, anticipation, hope, etc. anymore?

noyones going to answer okay i will. hey i feel the same way i cant care about anything. now that i realize it im just sitting in the dark where as i used to be afraid now i dont care, cant care really. i think ur blaming all this on yourself maybe or just tired of all this mess. if your blaming it on you -me being the jerk i am- you shouldnt its not ur fault i mean to say that were all little kids inside and now there acting like ones too. if your sick of the fighting -more obvious reason- you need to escape maybe join meez or if your not into online stuff escape creatividly speaking. by drawing or singing poetry anything that sparks ur attention it could be collecting hats for all i care. idk what to say about motivation since i have none nor do i need any. im friggan advanced. but you do need to take care of yourself. maybe bath eat sleep all that other $hit. well there it is hopefully your situation gets better. and ignore your dad. take his insults as complements.